wow, cloudy's has been really slow lately
well instead of making a new thread about it i'll leave a baby update here.
she's still on the inside. i'm quite upset about it. the kids are stressed out by my lack of lap, i'm stressed out because i feel like life is on hold til she gets here. i can't start recovery until after labor and delivery. needless to say nothing in the house is getting done, i'm just sitting and waiting, which is prolly the worse thing to be doing but i can't sleep anymore, i can hardly eat (stress) i'm sore and in pain no matter what i do. if i draw my hands go numb, digital or trditional art, everytime i try to type something on the computer i have to get up and take erilyn potty (no kidding, i just got back before typing that part of the sentence) bathing the girls is a joke cause i can't bend over the tub anymore, taking a shower or bathing myself is pretty funny too, since i'm having problems with my sciatc nerve down both of my legs i shouldn't be getting in and out of the tub without nathan at least in the house, just in case.
ugh...i'm so ready to be done.
sorry this is kind of a selfish whiney post. live with it, i'm hormonal.