i am sorry everyone is having so many downs, but thank goodness some of us are having ups. not me in particular, but i am trying to stay positive.
it is nearly 930 here and nathan was supposed to get off work at 9, he is not home yet. but he may have visited our friends house to check his computer...theyw anna know if it's salvagable. no idea when he will get home if he is there.
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i miss him so much...at my counseling session (yeh i have a psychologist, i need one with all the stress inmy life!) she asked us to ask the other one thing to comply with and nathan asked me not to nag him to get off the computer, so even when he is home he is on the comp and i am staring blankly at tv wishing i could nag him off the computer for some talking. i am so friggin lonely!!!! y'know if i didn't know it would bring up porn i'd look for a lonely housewives forum to post on.
and i don;t feel like cooking tomorrow but nathan refuses to let us go down to my parents for dinner. id on't wanna cook! i don't feel good all around and i am just not int he mood to deal with him trying to play ont he computer while i am trying to handle a giant turkey and erilyn. i know he will try to help with her but he gets distracted by the computer or video games and then i end up with virtually no help at all.
anyway...enough griping i'm gonna call our friends house to see if my nathan is there.
i hope everyone is feeling better soon. i hope i am feeling better soon....ttyl!