Well bud, I've given a couple times in the past. This time I have to pass. Lawers, court ordered evaluators, court ordered psychologists, an engagement ring and two car repairs have drained us completely. I've spent thousands. I have no savings left and still owe some. I have a wedding and Xmas to save for also. My fiance has given each of us an allowance of about $20 per week after bills for gas and extras. I'm keeping and counting my loose change for Pete's sake! I've NEVER been this tight!
If you don't mind me being frank Z, maybe you should shut down for a bit. As much as I like it here, I hate to see a forum take precedence over your other family needs. Sometimes you have to let some stuff go in the name of the more important cause. You can always bring her back on-line when things get better. You seem quite talented. Go get yourself the career you deserve. I know IT times are tough, but there's still a bit of good work out there to be had. Once you get the resources you need, then worry about your hobby web server. I know this is probably making everyone gasp and think murderous thoughts of me, but honestly, let's think about Zirocs well being here. His plight sounds pretty rough and I for one wouldn't want to see him or his family wanting because of this forum. I know Z loves this forum as do we all, but I want to see him happy and successful too. I know I ditch any hobbies that bill monthly when times are tight, including cable and internet. We don't want Choc to starve!
