Dude, so sry right now but don't despair. IW is not just a gaming community. We are here to help each other and so if you truly just need to talk and get things off your mind, come here man.
If you need some help, ur friends should be a big comfort. Also, when I'm really really depressed, listening to music is a good way to help ease your mind. For me, nothings better to Pink Floyd.
Also, I'm sure your dad is fine, and most likely watching over you. You have my deepest condolences and if you need any relief, contact me via Aim at
Floydinator24, or Email me at
AckMan_24@hotmail.com