Last night, got a call which pissed me off so for some really unusual reason, I decided to express my feelings in verse. Naturally I actually produce a piece of doggerel, which I now will share with you ;)

It's better to have loved and lost?
Perhaps not if you end up the worst.
How much pain when unrequited,
Doubly so when so oft reminded.

So much time on her invested,
And another, my patience tested.
Now I feel that time was wasted,
If only closure could be hasted.

You are called when you are of use,
But 'tis bitter-sweet this abuse.
If its a game, then who's the loser?
Do I win, to finish bitter, but wiser?

mmm, walk us through, walk us through, what happened? I gathered that you feel used? and that usually happens when one is taken for granted.

In a nutshell, the girl who broke my heart, keeps calling but only when she wants something...advice on computer things or a birthday card :( :mad:

[ 05-01-2002, 07:08 AM: Message edited by: Sir_Tainly ]

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I'm so sorry, Simon, I really am!
That sounds like a draining situation to be in... I think you already know it would be better not to help her out any more if that's how she treats you, but I realise that may be difficult. Hope you'll find a way to deal with it... and we'll be here if you need some cheering up [img]smile.gif[/img]

Take care *hugs*

on one hand, whats a better excuse when you want to talk to someone?

on the other hand, maybe she JUST wants something. I am merely guessing.

but anyways, it is a pretty harsh feeling when you feel being used. I just have to say that there is a line on how much you can GIVE. cross that line, you will feel awful.

whats up with the person you think maybe "the one" that doesn't even give you your birthday present when she is upset??? how do I take that?

I've been in your shoes before, so I can validate your feelings. hurts :( very very hurts :(

take care yourself, my man. it is terrible terrible feeling.

[ 05-01-2002, 07:18 AM: Message edited by: TheThing ]

*still shocked*

I cannot advise you much, I'm afraid. Not knowing the girl concerned, she COULD be using you, or she COULD be finding excuses to talk to you again

hope you resolve it somehow ;)

Sir T, sounds like water is deep beneath this bridge. I hope it works out for you.

Awwww Simon! *hugs u for a long time* it hurts doesn't it? :(
take care Simon!

Simon, I'm sorry to hear that mate.