I can be such an idiot its like I never learn ... I had everything goin for me and now I just am getting back into my old crappy rut ... lets just say I did something I promised myself I would never do again and now Im gonna have to suffer some consequences .... bahh Im such an idiot ... sorry but I needed to vent a bit :(

ahhhh, I understand you on that one (I think I might know what you are talking about)

just remember that, since you've done it, there is really no use worry. sigh, how well I knew that! just think it as a error/trial thing, the consequences may not be AS BAD AS YOU THINK. just relax man, we don't ruin things by one bad chocie, but numerous stupidities add up together, just remember don't ever do it again. (at least try not to)

:D good luck, you'll be fine **big smile**