I am stressed man... I dunno, I feel so helpless, like the world is crashing down on me, like all of my friends are gone, my life, time passing through me, while I stare wasting away... oblivious of everything that is happening to me... I am so tired and with no energy... but not.

It's hard to explain, hard to describe, but I seem to lack energy on where I am a storehouse of energy. Iknow I have energy! I just don't know why I feel so low... seriously, its not likw I feel tired and all, its just I think I have become too lazy.. but why? Grrr... I really dunno... so I just came here to say... HI and hope that I could be the active ol me sometime soon or my school is gonna suffer... tsktsk not a good one there...

See ya!

Ryan

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LS drops his pants specially for this occasion. What better way to cheer somebody up?

Then he pulls his pants back up again and walks outof the thread

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dude, I dont want to analyze your life for you because you knwo best about yourself

when you repeated doing something, you are getting a payoff. I don't know the reason why you become lazy, only you know why.

for me though, as I am going through life motion day by day, the payoff is the simple but general reward: the sameness. true, nothing seems bad for now, and I KNOW I am gonna get screwed up badly eventually. but it just requires so much to try, and the rejection or failure just seems so terrible to over come. so I repeat, in this case, my payoff is: false sense of secuirty, aka sameness

as for yourself, ask yourself, whats the payoff? there is ALWAYS a payoff for what you do. find it, and change it.

I stand by my statement: there is always a payoff for repeated actions
be it abuse, habbit, lainess, simple life pattern, dominance, aggressive actions, shyness, whatever that is, there is a payoff

acknowledge it, and change it

good luck

Good grief LS!
You seem to have a bit of a problem with your trews* there mate. In fact I've seen it happen a few times. It has damaged my mental stability, I feel you should be aware of the impact your trouser-dropping has on others.... http://www.ironworksforum.com/ubb/no...es/FRblush.gif

(*translator on* trews = trousers - UK; pants - US)

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OK - so poor old LS won't feel all alone and to try and cheer up friend Bahamut here:

*DM sheds clothing and dances nekked for a few minutes. Then puts on clothes and sits down*

There! Better? http://www.ironworksforum.com/ubb/no...l_laughter.gif http://www.ironworksforum.com/ubb/no...hterpurple.gif

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AAGGGAHHHAAA All these people dancing naked... the epidemic is spreading....

Ryan, I understand. I think the whole world is stressing at this time. It certainly has been reflecting lately here at IW. Hopefully, that trend is now changing. http://www.ironworksforum.com/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

Not to be overly simplistic, but do you think it could also be due to a seasonal change? In the Spring and Autumn, people's bodies undergo a metabolic change in preparation for the Summer and/or Winter months. That can cause depression, fatigue, restlessness, and just a general case of the zain-zain's (the "do-nothings" as we say in Louisiana).

Hope you get to feeling up again soon!



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