I have thought long and hard about posting any kind of a goodbye here on the board. I thought of just not posting anymore and leaving it at that. But I decided that I wanted to post something. I am not doing this to get any kind of attention or for any of you to ask me to stay. I don't want that at all. Just a little goodbye note. I don't know how many of you noticed that before my vacation, I wasn't around much at all. It's ok if you didn't, I am use to being overlooked. Nothing new for me at all.
I am glad I got to know some of you. It has been a pleasure for me. Alot of you have helped me in little ways, and you probably didn't know you did. I know that there were a few who wanted to know about my vacation. I am not sure if you really wanted to hear about it but I am apologizing for not telling those of you who were interested.
There are alot of reasons for me leaving. Alot of you know about my situation and how I get depressed sometimes. It kind of all revolves around that. Too many reasons to list. But do know that I will survive whatever life throws my way. I have to for my kids. Without them, who knows where I would be.
There are a few things that I want to say to a few ppl then I will get going.

Ziroc- Thanks for making such a great place. You have worked hard and I hope the best for you. May your new marriage last forever and may you always be happy.

Wolfgir- My beauty, what can I say. You have been a great friend here on the board. You have always taken the time to talk to me. I do hope you continue writing and please email it to me. I really do love your story. Take care my wolf friend. ((HUGS))

Yorick- My brother, take care of yourself while you travel. I wish you the best in everything.

Bahamut- Take care my dragon friend. I do hope that you will find the happiness you deserve in life. You are a great guy and don't ever forget that.

Melusine- Thanks for being there for me when I first posted about my depression. You helped me alot thru that. I hope that you will be well and feeling great soon. You deserve that.

Moiraine- I am sorry I didn't send your birthday card, I have it here. I have no excuses but that I was busy planning my vacations. I will send it, sorry it is soooo late. Thank you again for taking the time to send my Yorick's music. Take care.

Memnoch- Wishing you the best in everything you do. May you always be a great moderator and hopefully there won't be many trolls to deal with.

LadyZ- We will talk soon.

I know that I forgeting some of you. So for the rest, I wish you much happiness in your life. May everything work out for the best.
I do get online quite a bit throughout the day. If you would like to chat with me on MSN messenger, you are more than welcome to add me to your contact list. Or you can email me whenever you like. There are alot of you that are my friends and I would like to keep in contact with. My e-mail is corjhnsn@hotmail.com
It's time for me to go. (((HUGS)))



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Draconia, Dragon Queen

Corina,
I did notice you didn't post anymore, and you are not the only one of the "veterans" who has been absent. I will miss your posts and sweet presence on the board, but I do respect your decision. I can see when RL gets more important than our online community, no matter how close-knit it is. I hope we can keep contact through MSN and email (our emails have been a bit slow lately http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...miles/wink.gif but I loved emailing with you before, and hope we'll do so again)... All the best to you and your children http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...les/LLkiss.gif ~hugs and a big kiss~

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Official Entertainer Elf of the BG2 Bar
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Your voice is ambrosia

Draconia my dear friend! I will not tell you that we will miss you, you know that!

But also know that the wolf will howl here everynight and that I will keep in contact with you via e-mail! o don´t fear friend, I´m still here!

And you can always e-mail me you know that too!!

Many hugs to you my beauty!

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Yawning lazywolf dreaming about nice little fairies...zzzzz

All the best Draconia, be safe. I wanted to say something that I'm sure you know:

Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.

All the best, and drop in to say hi once in a while. Let me know if you ever climb the Bookcliff Mountains. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

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Draconia, we have not "talked" much, but nevertheless I know perfectly well what Melusine means by "your sweet presence on the board". And that I will miss.

The best of luck when fighting through your depressive phases, I am unfortunately no stranger to that myself.

Take very good care of yourself, please ! http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

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So long !

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Draconia, sister ... http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/uhoh2.gif I don't know what to say.

I haven't been much here lately, June being the busiest month of the year. I have given up trying to catch up with what happens on the Board until July, when I will have again time to breathe.
I'm so sorry, I had no idea you were feeling that way.

I have added you to my MSN contact list - I hope we will talk soon. Please don't resent me if I wait until July to do so, please.

I must admit, I haven't been totally honest either. Aside for being truly real busy in RL, I have some problems with my kid, and that is part of why you haven't seen much of me here. I admire those of you who have had the courage to talk about what bothers you on the Board - the way I have been raised, I feel that I have to face my problems alone, and I find very difficult to overcome that. Besides, some of you have faced such hard trials in your life, that the concerns I face seems quite petty. Maybe they are, maybe not, I feel quite confused right now. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...s/confused.gif

And, last, don't worry about the birthday card at all ! http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif Your feeling better is really all that matters to me. If there is anything I can do to help, just say so.

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The world is my oyster !
And now I have the knives to open it ...

take care and be well... http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

Im afraid I didnt know you at all but goodbye and I wish you all the best in life.

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Dear Draconia,

I did not get to know you as well as I should have liked to, because from our interactions I could tell that you are a deeply caring and feeling soul. I for one will miss your presence. May your load be lightened and your ways be ever blessed. I will remember you. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

Hugs and blessings,

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Dearest Moiraine, this is Corina's thread, so I shall keep this brief: You are one of the sweetest, kindest and most caring people I have ever been privileged enough to "meet" - and I know for certain that many here feel the same way about you : so, while I can understand perfectly, that it is hard for you to muster the frankness and courage to relate your personal troubles to the board - I am myself a rather "private" and reluctant person when it comes to that - but, please don't refrain from it for the wrong reasons. Nothing that bothers you, would ever be dismissed as "petty" or "irrelevant" by us.

Take care ! http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

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So long !

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Draconia - If you need a friend, I am here.... and if I get to Utah, you know I will drop by to say hello. I hope things get better for you and that you are able to come by the boards once in a while instead of not at all.

All I can say is that I will be here for you.
Anytime.


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Defender for the Light -
Goodness knows there is a lot of Dark out there!! - Where are my matches?!?
Wandering Soul - Finding my life's calling is Bodhisattva
You are what your deep driving desire is; As your deep driving desire is, so is your will; As your will is so is your deed; As your deed is so is your destiny.
The Upanishads

hmm... wow... this board means a lot me... and i guess everybody knows that by now... i'll keep in touch...

Whatever tomorrow brings i'll be there... hehehehehehe http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/biggrin.gif

take care my dragon darling...


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Yukishiro Tomoe protected her happines by sacrificing herself- I will do the same
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Draconia,

Sorry to see you go. I totally understand. Your struggle is one I face every day of my life. My e-mail is in my profile. If you ever want to talk to someone that shares your experience, I'm available. I'm on MSN too. I know what you are going through.

Take care of yourself. I'll be thinking of you. Be strong, it isn't easy.

All my best,
Reeka

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O_H_F

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I thought you were still on vacation. I hate to see you leave, but I understand. I hope you have a long and good life and the world brings you everything you deserve! Adios mi amiga! http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...les/triste.gif

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If they take my gun can I still use my Axe?

Yeah, I've missed that dragon sig! I guess I will miss it even more...

My own alter ego is a dragon, and with you being a dragon lady and all... there has to be a link somewhere http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

Draconia, may your dragon watch over you all your life.

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Best Wishes for wonderful things to happen for you in your life, and many hugs.
Good Luck.
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P.S. You are noticed, and you are missed here on the board.

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Having abandoned my
search for truth, I am
now looking for a good
fantasy.

Draconia,

I have your email addy and you have mine. Feel free to use mine if you like. I know that the last time we talked, you stayed.

I won't ask you to change your mind, as I see you have things that need your attention far more than the board does. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/frown.gif But know that you are always welcome to drop in and I'm betting those of us who know you, will throw out the welcome mats and ask you how you've been, just like you'd never left! http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

Give those little ones of yours a great big hug from me and try and laugh at least once a day, that's a prescription from the DoctorCloud! http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...miles/wink.gif http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no.../1orglaugh.gif


Cloudy



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Storm-Queen
StormCloud of the Black Knight: Heart Mind Soul Forever
"To sleep, perchance to dream..."

Draconia,
I had noticed that you hadn't been posting much lately, and I have been missing you. I hope that things work out. Please keep in touch, and remember us all - as we will surely remember you.
Best of luck for the future.

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Time is an illusion. Lunchtime doubly so.

Epona of The Laughing Hyenas

Draconia - I most certainly am interested in hearing about your vacation, and want to talk to you. Look for me on MSN, I'm on right now and will remain on throughout this evening, please keep in touch. I have always enjoyed our conversations, and do not wish for them to come to a halt. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif

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I will miss you.
May all you do be done in happiness, if not for it.

Peace, Love and Hugs,
Moni

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Why do you feel you need to leave forever though?

Draconia, have you just burned out on the forum?? I get depressed a lot too, but mine comes from the chronic pain I have.. People that are depressed NEED someone to talk too, you don't know how much I enjoy this forum, and talking to you all.

http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/frown.gif In any case, I hope you check in and say hi sometimes!! We'll miss you a lot!!

PS: I have never overlooked ya.. nor any other user..

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