|
<font color="plum">Reading previous posts has provoked me to post a dream I had two nights ago, that has really gotten me shaken up, for it played out one of my greatest fears.
Now, everybody, it is believed, fears something. Whether it be a phobia like fear of heights or spiders, or a fear of the unkown like death, or dark rooms. Well, My dreams frequently keep me updated on mine. Let me just tell you the dream, then I can explain later. Keep in mind that this is a dream:</font> http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...les/blitz1.gif <font color="silver">I am aware of my surroundings, as it is a rather large building. I am running, because I have to hurry to save her. She is my closest friend...maybe more than that...but the reason that she is so special to me is that the two of us are all that exists of our kind. We have special abilities, that others are jealous of. They would hurt us just to punish us for having the gift that they do not. They have her. I have to save her. She has a mind connection with me, telling me where she is. I can see the images she is sending me, leading me along the path she previously took with them...the enemy. She cries out in pain...I can hear her in my mind...he has hit her. She looks up and shows me her captors face through her eyes. I know that face. I could never forget it. He will hurt her, and take away her precious gift. I am ambushed by thugs. They are armed with knives and other objects. I let my anger build...I focus my rage on the center of the group and shout. A flame erupts in the middle of the group, scattering their burned ashes to either side of me as I run through. I cannot waste time! I cannot be late! She sends me another signal. He is going to rape her. I have to hurry. This cannot happen to her! She is so beautiful, innocent. She does not deserve this! I cannot let it happen! Another group of people jump me in the halls. I run faster, into them, to their surprise. The fools never can learn. My blades are out. I jump, spin, cut, kick, and I have cleared them all. When I land, I turn and slice through the remaining fool. Now, which way. She sends another signal. He is too close...she is going to lose her powers if he touches her, and he knows this! If he cannot have it, then he will not let her. I have to get in there to help! I am stuck. The door is locked, and too big for me to kick. I feel a knife in my back. I turn, and see the eyes of a dying man. He never even saw the blade coming at him. She links me to her eyes again..I can see him smiling as he is getting closer. I scream. She screams. It is too late. NO! I cannot believe it. I muster all the strength I have and the the door is destroyed. I see him standing there, smiling still. He tells me through mind speak, "Kill me if you must...I did what I did, and now I can die knowing that I have ruined the both of you"! I look down on the floor. She is naked, blood coming from the wounded flesh he has invaded. I meet her eyes. Those beautiful eyes of love and excitement...now only speak of shame. She accuses me with those eyes, accuses me of not being there when she needed me. I failed her, and she is now ruined. I have lost. With only a flick of my wrist, the evil man is laid low with a dagger protruding from his throat. But I do not see him fall. I can only look into the sadness of those beautiful dark eyes, and see my failure. </font> http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...les/blitz1.gif <font color="gold">Have any of you seen the movie Cliff Hanger? The guy that plays Rocky is the star, and in this, he is like a guide for these people through some dangerous mountain terrain. they come to a bridge. It is a rickety bridge, and the fall is definately fatal. The men cross first, making sure it is ok. Then the lady crosses. A board breaks under her foot and she is about to fall. He rushes to her side, and grabs her hand as she almost fell. All she is saying is "Don't let me go...Don't let me go..." over and over. As strong as he is, she slips. And falls. Her hand is still reaching upward toward him, her eyes, still pleading silently those words as she goes down, out of sight. That almost destroyed him. He quit his job, and for years, never could free himself of the burdon.</font> <font color="plum">Now, back to me... I am afraid that no matter how stong I am, no matter how hard I try, no matter what...when the time comes for me to be of need to someone, especially a lady, I will not be good enough to help. I will not be there when I am needed most. I will lose the fight. I will not be in time. It is a curse that I carry with me that I sometimes let get the best of me. People can notice when I have been dwelling on the topic of not being good enough when it mattered, as they will always try to get me to talk to them. I dont want to listen to their ideas that I am wrong, and I am special, and I should not worry, because they are not understanding me. This is my problem, and how can they understand how I feel? I had to share this, as it does make me feel better to tell the all of you. I have grown to care more about what you guys think of me than I do what my boss thinks. It seems that every time he wants to come talk to me, I am on here, typing away, or laughing at something you guys have said. I guess I have a really good boss, because I still have my T1 connection at work! Thank you for taking the time to read this. I would like for you to use this post as a place to post your worst fears. It would be more appropriate than trying to play phsyco-theropist with me. Yet if you must, then you do what you wish. </font> ------------------ http://members.aol.com/lasttrueprinc...ges/larry2.gif Loyal guardian of the OHF Devoted member of the Ironworks Only member of the Elite Bodyguard to Rikard (the fool that takes the bullet) Ertai's back-up Memnoch's chief look-out Member of the Ancients club Witness of the 4,000th post by Cloudposter |
That is quite a frightful dream!
I had the same nightmare over and over again as a young girl but after I stood for myself against my mother (at the age of seven) it went away. I am not afraid of much in RL...a big cockroach charging me had me running up a friend backwards once LOL but other than that, I can't think of anything I am really afraid of. I hate bugs LOL! My dreams are surreal and comforting, almost as if I travel to other places while I sleep and experience life on a different plane or another dimension. I hate waking up some days. Speaking of sleep, I need some. Rest Well Friend, http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...s/EEhearts.gif Moni ------------------ http://members.aol.com/lasttrueprincess/images/ltp4.gif |
Larry
Thank you for this. It seems we share the same fear. That has always been my worst one, worst than any phobia. And, like you, I have listened to people tell me that it would never happen. Especially her. BUT, unlike you, I lived this. When it counted, I wasn't strong enough, and she died. I've lived with the guilt for 3 years now, and have seen her in my dreams every night since. She no longer accuses me, but I do. It is my greatest failure, and I have been burdened with the shame of it. I know that I always shall. Like you, I don't seek solace, or help, nor do I want to hear people tell me how "good", "nice", or "special" I am. When it mattered, I failed. And, I live with the shame today. ------------------ http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...s/rudedawg.jpg http://www.wizardrealm.com/images/rdawg.gif [This message has been edited by RudeDawg (edited 06-12-2001).] |
Quote:
Please don't tell me I have stirred up some horrible memories. No, I have not lived it, yet...but I know it is going to happen. I see it happening in my dreams with my wife or little girl every f..k.ng day. It haunts me in my waking hours as well. Every day...I know that just because my wife is 10 damn minutes late coming home, that some horrible accident has happened, and I was not there to protect her. I usually drift into day-dreaming and find mysef dreaming that I came home from work and found my wife dead, knifed to death, and raped in our own bed, and my baby is missing. Every day...I see these images in my mind. I am getting too worked up about this...sorry...email if you want to sometime. I am sure you have both of my addresses.</font> ------------------ http://members.aol.com/lasttrueprinc...ges/larry2.gif Loyal guardian of the OHF Devoted member of the Ironworks Only member of the Elite Bodyguard to Rikard (the fool that takes the bullet) Ertai's back-up Memnoch's chief look-out Member of the Ancients club Witness of the 4,000th post by Cloudposter [This message has been edited by Larry_OHF (edited 06-13-2001).] |
Larry,
Dreams are often windows to our inner selves. The girl in your dream I have a strong feeling is a part of yourself, something within you that you fear betraying. It is something rare and precious, since you speak of her having a "rare gift" and that you share this. The girl could very well represent your "anima"; your feminine, receptive side, possible a vessel of great power within yourself that you have not tapped (virgin), but you are terrified that someone else may exploit (the rape). I'm not sure where to go with this. I sense that you are feeling a great deal of shame about this, and I feel for you there. What I think the dream is telling you is to rely a lot more on your inner, "intuitive" side. If you've neglected your receptive, artistic, expressive side for more "macho" or material qualities, your Self may be trying to tell you that you need to pay attention to your "other half" RIGHT AWAY before something happens. Quite often, dreams like this are sent to "wake us up" to what's going on within ourselves. Let me ask you this: If you were able, how would you rewrite the dream? How would you, ideally, make it come out? Once you've settled on that, meditate on it before going to bed, and ask for guidance on the next thing you need to do. If you have the dream again (and I think you will, since you claim this to be one of your "greatest fears"), the outcome will likely be quite different. Somewhere in there will also be the answer you seek as to what you need to do, and if there are any changes you need to make in your life. I wish you well, my friend. Be glad that you have recalled the dream, for that is 2/3 of solving the problem there. Yours, http://www.wizardrealm.com/images/saz.gif |
Thanks.http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif
------------------ http://members.aol.com/lasttrueprinc...ges/larry2.gif Loyal guardian of the OHF Devoted member of the Ironworks Only member of the Elite Bodyguard to Rikard (the fool that takes the bullet) Ertai's back-up Memnoch's chief look-out Member of the Ancients club Witness of the 4,000th post by Cloudposter |
Quote:
like I said, it's always there, for years now. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/frown.gif Stay strong, my friend. ------------------ http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...s/rudedawg.jpg http://www.wizardrealm.com/images/rdawg.gif |
well larry, that was an interesting dream. i often have dreams like this, but im not going to claim that i know how you feel about it. my fear isnt the same, for i fear not being strong enough in general. i have a feeling that 1, 2, maye more than 10 people might fall because i couldnt stop someone in time. people i love and care for, wiped out because of my failure. what a terrible fate that would be to live with...
and rudedawg, man, thats gotta be rough. just fearing it is bad enough, but having it happen... i can barely imagine what i would go through. ------------------ I'll kidnap ya fer 100, reprogram ya fer 300, and kill ya fer 500! Oh come one! I'll throw in the killin' fer 250! |
I have strange dreams sometimes, too. The 'hopeless' ones were resolved when they repeated because I summoned old munchkin characters to save the day, as well as transforming myself into Lord Shield. My dream 'nemesis' fled in our last meeting
------------------ In the kingdom of the blind, the one-eyed man is pimp. http://lordraptor0.tripod.com/index.html http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...s/chickenL.gif |
Quote:
One of the hardest things in the world is the ability to forgive oneself. The saddest thing is we cripple ourselves and our ability to do any other good in the world from our fear from past actions or inactions. I beg of you, seek someone who can help you with this. Counseling is NOT a stigma anymore, and there are many competent people who are adept at helping with such a problem. My wife was raped back in 1990, long before we married, although I knew her at the time. I felt an amount of guilt about not being there for her, even though I didn't even know she was in town. It wasn't crippling, but it's something that still worries me, even to this day when I fear leaving the back door unlocked. I do understand to some extent what you're going through. I can only hope that you can find some peace and resolution. Hugs, http://www.wizardrealm.com/images/saz.gif |
Larry,
Well since Sazerac interrpreted your dream on a psychological level for you I decided I would pull out my Encyclopedia & Dictionary of Dreams (Zolar) since when I use it as I have for the last sixteen years, it has been pretty accurate. I am going to break down the aspects of your dream and list their meanings here so that you can see what I mean if you want to scan through this: Big buildings~Will have changes in present life (or tall buildings~will have much success) Running~Good Fortune Being involved with magic events~progress in enterprises A woman being abducted~Very important and beneficial event to come Others being in pain~be wary of making mistakes Being attacked but not harmed~will soon have good fortune Winning out over enemies~success Of a door~Money will soon come to you A doorway~Fortune is near at hand A broken door~Will recieve good news from far away The death of a young woman~will have a big happy family event Being a failure~Will realize high ambitions Attacking someone with a daggger~Own plans will be realized An enemy being dead~Good news; news of a birth Killing an enemy~Great joy and pleasures in life Now, you can let this dream continue to haunt you or you can take it as the portents listed here~much happiness and good fortune in your future...just be careful of making mistakes. For sixteen years I have used this as reference to dreams that I remember in detail which stick with me throughout the course of my morning...I have found it to be pretty on the money. So I say, don't let it scare you but look forward to good times ahead. Hugs Larry! http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...s/EEhearts.gif Moni ------------------ http://members.aol.com/lasttrueprincess/images/ltp4.gif [This message has been edited by Moni (edited 06-13-2001).] |
it is painful... i feel the pain... i am good at these type of things... no wonder i think i am full of wisdom but more are still to be discovered... the dream...
there are like lots of possibilities... it can be a premonition, or as Saerzac said, a part of you, or your greatest fear as you said... i believe it has a message... though you might not like it... there are some things in life, that we just cannot do a nay about... and that is the most painful thing-helplesness... i doubt it will ever happen to you, but then YOU are the only one who can really know... we dont, you know YOU. when the time comes for something similar or whatever, you know what to do... and the said above about helplesness, forget that crap. we ALL have a shot at something that is happening... we only falter or succeed... you choose, or someone will choose it for you... http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...miles/wink.gif ------------------ http://publish.hometown.aol.com/tobb...es/bahamut.gif You know what happened. We are ONE, WE ARE, ahh.. er... I AM http://www.hometown.aol.com/lasttrue...hiharumut1.gif 'S favorite pet pea-cock...teehee and... Stay ahead of the Avalanche or risk being buried...;) |
Wow! That is scary!
Can you control your dreams? I can SOMETIMES.. like when I am being chased, I will somehow say 'I have a gun' or 'I can fly' and kill them or get away.. I usually have dreams where I fall, and BAM, jump in my sleep, I REALLY hate those... I have even started dreams that I WANTED to have.. its VERY hard to do, but what you do (it may sound odd), but say you wanted to dream about your home town you lived at as a child. get out OLD photos, look and touch them, bring up old memories, and if you can, get a SMELL that reminds you of that place.. then lay down for bed, laying on your belly (NOT BACK--frontal lobe of brain initiates dreams faster with more bloodflow), not documented, but I know this by trial and error http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/biggrin.gif. I usually never have a dream if I sleep on my back. anyway, while laying on belly, keep your head straight in the pillow-- you can still breathe if you tilt up a bit.. then think only about where you want to be.. imagine yourself where ever you want to be.. It may sound whacked out, but it works.. I won't even go into how I can sense peoples emotions sometimes! anyone else do that too?? ------------------ Ziroc Ironworks Webmaster www.tgeweb.com/ironworks |
Quote:
I've also had dreams which continue over a period of days or even weeks - I dream, wake up, go to sleep the next night, and the dream continues. I had one where I moved to the US and started a totally new life there - of course time seemed exaggerated but it was definitely a continuing story, like a serial. I've even dreamt that I was in Faerun and that I met Drizzt, believe it or not! It used to freak me out but now I look forward to it. I really should write down my dreams in the morning, because they flee my consciousness soon after awakening, lost forever. And they have such stories to tell! ------------------ http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/genwalk.gif http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/memname.gif |
I do lucid dreaming, but usually in the morning... where you are dreaming and then are slightly awake. That is when I take the dream where I want to go. (It kinda feels like cheating, in a way http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/biggrin.gif )
I have fears, but have spent years dealing with them. Sometimes when I meditate my spirit guide becomes a demon, and then there are demons around me. (I really hate when this happens, btw) I have learned, finally - to face the demon and look him in the eye and tell him that I won't let him have power over me. I face him down - eventually he will leave or melt or whatever. I know as long as I can look my fear in the eye, I can handle it... when they are not defined, or not in form, I have a much tougher time. That is what I do, anyway... take it for what it is worth. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/biggrin.gif ------------------ http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/Charean.jpg Defender for the Light - Goodness knows there is a lot of Dark out there!! - Where are my matches?!? Wandering Soul - Finding my life's calling is Bodhisattva Looking for lost brain - I left it only for a moment....and there it goes... rolling under the table!! Renunciate in Training Trucker Punkin Fluffy |
Quote:
That is cool! A method I will have to try out sometime! As far as sensing people's emotions...is that in your dreams or in RL 'cause I do it in RL all the time...even across the internet sometimes...there are certain people that used to like to Instant Message me a while back...a couple of them were really weird and the vibes I would pick up were so intensly crazy that I eventually could not handle IM'ing with them anymore! http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/smile.gif Moni ------------------ http://members.aol.com/lasttrueprincess/images/ltp4.gif |
Quote:
The best part of counselers is that they listen without judging. (At least, not openly http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...les/tongue.gif ) After the first year, I had a mental/emotional breakdown. I visited with a pro, and it did help. I admit, I should probably still talk to someone, but I am back to a functional level. I told y'all I was crazy. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...miles/wink.gif ------------------ http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...s/rudedawg.jpg http://www.wizardrealm.com/images/rdawg.gif |
Quote:
Sometimes, friends and yourself aren't enough. That's when it's time to seek help elsewhere. You did take that step, and I applaud and honor you, my friend. Please, do follow up if you can on that. It really does help. Anyone who sanctimoniously says that "God never gives us anything we can't handle" obviously has never visited a mental health clinic or a counseling session. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...les/mad111.gif On another note: Ziroc, yes, I've dreamed interactively before. It's really interesting. Especially if the dream is recurrent, and I can remember it's outcome...if I don't like it, I can reprogram it in mid-dream. http://www.wizardrealm.com/images/saz.gif |
For some reason I've almost completely stopped having nightmares, I used to have them every second time I fell asleep or something, but now, I don't actually have them anymore, and strangely enough, I kinda WANT to have nightmares again, I don't really know why, I've also almost completely stopped dreaming.
|
Larry, your nightmares sound truly awful. My own view of dreams like that is that they reflect your fears rather than your reality - and like you say, it seems as though you fear letting your family down - quite a normal fear, but it manifests itself in your horrible dreams.
I myself suffer from Night Terrors. These aren't dreams, because you are not truly asleep when they happen, and it is a medical condition - cause unknown, but possibly due to abnormal activity in the temporal lobes of the brain. They don't occur during REM sleep, as normal dreams do, but in the period just after you have first fallen asleep. In dreams, although it may seem to you as if you are in a panic, your heartrate only rises slightly - in night terrors the adrenalin rush is real and sends your heart pounding at abnormally high rates as if your body really were running for its life. They are not uncommon in children up to about 7 years, but most people grow out of them as their brain develops - less than 1 percent of adults suffer from them. It is possible to injure yourself and others when these panics occur, because sufferers often leap out of bed and run around screaming. There have been cases of sufferers running through plate glass windows or attacking their partners, thinking that they are intruders. Other people suffer what is called sleep paralysis, where they cannot move or speak, they are awake, but can do nothing, just hallucinations and a feeling of terror but not able to react to it. Most people do not remember these incidents in the morning - my bf reminds me the next day, at which point I can remember parts of what happened. Usually it is objects flying at my head or insects falling on me. Sometimes it is malevolent faces in the ceiling, staring at me. These are not just dreams, they are full blown hallucinations, accompanied by noises and sensations and you are awake. If it is insects, I often leap out of bed, screaming "get them off me" at the top of my voice, and scraping off the insects (which I can see as clearly as if they were real). They only last a couple of minutes at the most, but it can be difficult to calm down afterwards, especially knowing that another one may occur when you go back to sleep. Fortunately, my bf is now well trained in what to do when I have one of these attacks, because the worst thing you can do is grab someone (this causes more panic) and he tells me over and over in a soft voice that it is not real, and just go back to sleep. This seems to work. I am fortunate in that I can go months without an attack - some people have them several times a week. As I said before, these are not uncommon in young children - if any of you have youngsters that have behaved oddly like this, they are not attention seeking, and they feel worse than if they had been dreaming. But don't try to hold a child having one of these, just speak to them gently to calm them and stay with them until they are back to sleep. Chances are they won't remember anything in the morning, and will in all probability grow out of it. I do dream normally too, of course, including nice dreams and nightmares, which for me often involve large haunted houses that I cannot find a way out of! And now you all will think I'm crazy.... http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...miles/wink.gif ------------------ http://www.gldb.com/wayno/epona2.gif Time is an illusion. Lunchtime doubly so. Epona of The Laughing Hyenas |
I certainly do not think that you are crazy, Epona. What you are describing is more common than you think.
It's caused by an abnormal stimulation of the ARAS (Ascending Reticulated Activating System), a portion of the frontal lobe area of the brain that alerts us when danger is near. It's also the portion of the brain that governs what we alert to and what we ignore, like a mother being able to sleep through a thunderstorm, yet be wide awake and functioning at the slightest sound coming from her child. In an overstimulated ARAS, all the senses are wide awake and processing all sounds and motion and alerting the body to "danger, danger, DANGER!" There is no discriminating faculty; the buzzing of a fly can be interpreted as a maniacal chain-saw murderer on a rampage, or a draft can be interpreted as a wild storm. It only happens in near-sleep, when the "conscious" part of the brain has gone to rest and the radical sensing "primeval" brain (the portion of the brainstem that contains the Medulla Oblongata, Pons, Midbrain, and terminating in the ARAS at the top of the stalk) is activated and at full sway. It is now hypothesized (and tests seem to be proving it as well) that overstimulation in the Midbrain and ARAS regions are where Nightmares are generated...it's just not quite as much stimulation as what occurs in Night Terrors or "panic attacks". An overactive ARAS also leads to somnambulance (sleepwalking) which is often common in young children and teens, but generally people grow out of it. Lesions in this area of the brain may lead to Narcolepsy, or "sleeping sickness". Medication is able to calm the overactive brain stem to some extent, but it is by no means 100% effective. It sounds as if your bf has the right idea. And, yes, you should NEVER hold anyone with night terrors, just as you should NEVER startle or abruptly awaken a sleepwalker. Calmness and gentleness are the way to go. I wish you well, Epona. Bless you for sharing this with us. http://www.wizardrealm.com/images/saz.gif [This message has been edited by Sazerac (edited 06-13-2001).] |
Thanks Sazerac! Glad to know that someone had heard of this - even 1% of the population is a lot of people!
Fortunately it doesn't bother me a lot. When I have an attack, it is horrible at the time, but there is no lasting worry or anxiety, because I know that it is just overstimulation of part of the brain - I view it as interesting rather than damaging. That's one reason why I have no problem discussing it, I find the subject quite fascinating. I was scared of it when I was younger especially when it hit a peak in my teenage years, but since finding out what caused it (as far as the latest research shows) I am no longer afraid at all. It is usually stress or being over-tired that triggers an attack, like with many epilepsy sufferers. ------------------ http://www.gldb.com/wayno/epona2.gif Time is an illusion. Lunchtime doubly so. Epona of The Laughing Hyenas |
Quote:
Now that I think of it, I did it a LOT in school, to my teachers http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/biggrin.gif, they always said I was interrupting.. weird.. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...iles/uhoh3.gif ------------------ Ziroc Ironworks Webmaster www.tgeweb.com/ironworks [This message has been edited by Ziroc (edited 06-14-2001).] |
Anyone have a certain dream they get when they are sick?
For me, I have a weird dream where I am walking in place, on this weird road--the road is a convayor belt, and keeps me walking in place. the material the road is made of, there isn't a word for it, and in the distance, there is a sunset with a coal plant.. I (ALWAYS) have this dream when I am sick. Also, while awake, and laying on bed, ever feel like the bed is 100feet off the ground? and that makes you feel even MORE ill? had that a few times while sick. AND THIS: MY FIRST DREAM. I remember I was in my crib/bed in my room, and I think I had an ear infection.. well, I was maybe 2 or something.. crib aged.. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/biggrin.gif, anyway, every time I laid on that ear when asleep, I'll hear this sound IN my hear like "Shhhraaawwwww" over and over.. then looking into my ear as if it was a cave, was this while head with a "V" shaped head.. top was jagged.. and eyes. HE was making the noise! That was the first dream!! Looking back, that noise was either my breathing, or my ears "heartbeat"--bloodflow.. kinda like when you slam your thumb, and feel a heartbeat in it.. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/biggrin.gif ------------------ Ziroc Ironworks Webmaster www.tgeweb.com/ironworks |
my dreams are usually about things i want so bad and never get to have them.. ro even touch them...
------------------ http://publish.hometown.aol.com/tobb...es/bahamut.gif You know what happened. We are ONE, WE ARE, ahh.. er... I AM http://www.hometown.aol.com/lasttrue...hiharumut1.gif 'S favorite pet pea-cock...teehee and... Stay ahead of the Avalanche or risk being buried...;) |
Quote:
I don't ever have recurring dreams of the same surroundings, etc. At least not that I remember anyway. The only one I do remember is the recurring nightmare I had for the first seven years of my life...I had it seems like every night and the worst part about it was that it kept up with the present as years went by. I am glad that it stopped! I'd wake up crying every time and it went back so far that I could remember waking up in a crib when I dreamt it. With chills going up my spine lol, I sign off here to get to work out in the yard today. http://www.tgeweb.com/cgi-bin/ubb/no...es/biggrin.gif Moni ------------------ http://members.aol.com/lasttrueprincess/images/ltp4.gif |
I have the strangest dreams, I dont feel fear but hears a little sequence from last night.
Working in a tree cutting factory in siberia with my coach we finish up walk out the door and we emerge from a bush in london 1910 I turn left and im running down a corridor and the colours on the wall keep changing and I can hear someone in the background screaming for the white rabbit whatever thats about. It just goes on like that and im damned if i understand my dreams unless if its about the animals voices that keep changing. Thats probably just me though. I wont post the disturbing ones here but no fear in them either. |
| All times are GMT -4. The time now is 09:40 AM. |
Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.8.3
Copyright ©2000 - 2025, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
©2024 Ironworks Gaming & ©2024 The Great Escape Studios TM - All Rights Reserved