no, I have not asked her, I do know that it has spread to her lymph nodes, and she is refusing surgery due to the fact tey said it would most likely not help her at all

I made myself look like a right idiot today
I was at a martial arts thing at the Blac LIon today, doing a demonstartion in frount of everyone. And get this.
I mucked up the easiest thing that you can do. Four directional.
I learbt it in about my first lession, and I mucked it up . In frount of at least four judges, my sister, and everyone else. I was really embarresed and annoyed, I need to be able to do it right on my own to pass my grading, and I got it wrong. I did the first punches with the second turning around, and I didn't even start on the second half.
I felt like the whole room was laughing at me.

Plus I smashed my head on the floor and winded myself by not being able to land right.

I sometimes wonder how I will ever be able to show my face again.

that to is part of martial arts [img]smile.gif[/img] learning to face your disasters with a cool mind, just keep working hard at it, and you will get it right, it took a friend of mine years to learn it, he started at like 13 or 14, and did not get "good" at it, until he was in his 20's, have heart, and learn patince ;)

Until he was 20? Ahhh... got a long way to go... seven years...

you might do better than he did, [img]graemlins/hehe.gif[/img] I just had to tell you not to give up hope, try hard, and have fun, if you take what you learned, combined with your mistakes, you will learn quicker ;)

Yup. From what I've heard a full blackbelt needs 7 years minimum. But, they say true mastery takes a lifetime. :D I'm bored!! Good thing it's almost dinner time.

It's hard to learn from my mistakes when I'm repeatedly falling on my head.

lol, that sounds familiar, but the best advice I could give :D

<font color = “limegreen” > Walks to the bar and hands Cloudy some monopoly money

"drinks are on me everybody!" [img]graemlins/cheers.gif[/img] and produces a magic never ending cake, all sliced and hands everyone a piece!

"What a year I've had" ;) [img]graemlins/heee.gif[/img] </font>

*sigh*, okay it's official. I'm disgustingly bored now. I was planning on going to a party with my single's Bible study group, but dinner with my family and some friends not only took precedence but also took longer than expected. Oh well, I only miss out on poker and PS2. *shrugs* Well, it would have been better than nothing to do.

Ain't it sad? Three girls I suspect of liking me. One of them, two of you at least believe to definately like me. Yet, somehow, I lack the guts to ask 'em out. Any of em.... I'm excessively shy when it comes to girls. Unless they are my friends.